Writing

  • Two Poetic Reflections Upon Holy Scripture

    Here’s some Holy Scripture hip-hop poetry (Beautiful Eulogy) and some classic poetry (John Donne).

    Symbols and Signs
    by Beautiful Eulogy

    Pump the brakes, stop sign
    You saw the sign now you Ace Of Base
    Preacher saw them dollar signs
    He on that paper chase
    Stuffing profits in his pockets
    A wolf with a sheep’s appearance
    And the reason he’s making that scratch huh
    Is cause those ears itch
    Pimping out the Gospel (watch out)
    A prostitution of false doctrine
    Lies whistle in the wind
    But we listen
    If there’s a little truth mixed in
    Find a pastor that suits you
    On your TV with a suit and tie
    Hitch a ride in his private jet
    And you’ll be lookin’ stupid fly
    Materialism
    And selfish ambition
    Is a foolish religion
    The riches of God’s mercy
    Is worth more than your superstition
    Tell me how does a Christian begin
    To develop discernment and wisdom
    First we submit every symbol and sign
    To the authority of the Scriptures

    Yep, are you the kind
    That’s completely consumed
    By symbols and signs?
    If you are that’s fine
    But don’t you find it interesting
    How most of the time
    Your self-interpreting seems to coincide
    With what’s deep inside
    Your heart’s desires
    Seems rather convenient, doesn’t it?
    I’m not saying that God can’t do it
    Not saying that God won’t do it
    That might very well be the case!
    I’m simply making an observation of how much weight you place on it
    What seems to be at stake and how much of your faith is actually banking on it
    And how much of your mysticism is mixed with your religious philosophic system
    Sometimes what we believe to be true from our supernatural pursuits is actually a fluke
    A series of events that’s used to distract you from the truth
    But, I’ll give you a sign that’s obvious
    One of the most supernatural acts is that God through His Word has actually revealed everything pertaining to life in Godliness
    There’s this idea that an individual
    Is somehow more spiritual
    If he sees these signs and symbols
    And takes what’s normally invisible
    And makes it simple
    But I say the mark of a mature man
    Is the one who reads God’s Word and understands
    And allows that to govern his decisions and his prospective plans

    I like it when the wind shifts
    They say it’s the movement of the Spirit
    Still small voice, ya’ll hear it?
    Remember that time I saw that leaf fall
    I was positive it was God’s call
    Wait for it, listen close
    Y’all missed it?
    I cite Gideon, Samson, Paul
    Elijah saw the clouds split
    And know that God did it
    And does it still
    Still, his presence feels like chills
    Right, and if I’m honest it doesn’t happen often
    Something must be wrong
    It’s boring when my life is more like the book of Ruth than Exodus
    I’ve never seen the partin’
    Of an ocean
    Or a cloud by day or pillar by night
    Just a normal everyday working of life
    Where things that suck royally
    Is evidence of His royalty
    Scratch your temple
    So deep it’s simple
    Silly us, ignore the plain
    We prefer a riddle
    Dying to see a miracle
    While holding God’s diary
    Looking for signs

    A Valediction: Of the Booke
    by John Donne

    I’ll tell thee now (dear Love) what thou shalt do
        To anger destiny, as she doth us,
        How I shall stay, though she esloygne me thus
    And how posterity shall know it too;
         How thine may out-endure
          Sybil’s glory, and obscure
         Her who from Pindar could allure,
        And her, through whose help Lucan is not lame,
    And her, whose book (they say) Homer did find, and name.

    Study our manuscripts, those myriads
        Of letters, which have past twixt thee and me,
        Thence write our annals, and in them will be   
    To all whom love’s subliming fire invades,
             Rule and example found;
             There, the faith of any ground
             No schismatic will dare to wound,
        That sees, how Love this grace to us affords,
    To make, to keep, to use, to be these his records.

    This book, as long-lived as the elements,
        Or as the world’s form, this all-graved tome
        In cipher writ, or new made idiom;
    We for love’s clergy only’are instruments,
             When this book is made thus,
             Should again the ravenous
             Vandals and the Goths invade us,
        Learning were safe; in this our universe
    Schools might learn sciences, spheres music, angels verse.

    Here Love’s divines (since all divinity
        Is love or wonder) may find all they seek,
        Whether abstract spiritual love they like,
    Their souls exhaled with what they do not see,
             Or loth so to amuse
             Faith’s infirmity, they choose
             Something which they may see and use;
        For, though mind be the heaven, where love doth sit,
    Beauty’a convenient type may be to figure it.

    Here more than in their books may lawyers find,
        Both by what titles mistresses are ours,
        And how prerogative these states devours,
    Transferred from Love himself, to womankind,
             Who though from heart, and eyes,
             They exact great subsidies,
             Forsake him who on them relies
        And for the cause, honor, or conscience give,
    Chimeras, vain as they, or their prerogative.

    Here statesmen (or of them, they which can read)
        May of their occupation find the grounds,
        Love and their art alike it deadly wounds,
    If to consider what’tis, one proceed,
             In both they do excel
             Who the present govern well,
             Whose weakness none doth, or dares tell;
        In this thy book, such will there nothing see,
    As in the Bible some can find out alchemy.

    Thus vent thy thoughts; abroad I’ll study thee,
        As he removes far off, that great heights takes;
        How great love is, presence best trial makes,
    But absence tries how long this love will be;
             To take a latitude
             Sun, or stars, are fitliest viewed
             At their brightest, but to conclude,
        Of longitudes, what other way have we,
    But to mark when, and where the dark eclipses be?

    The Penguin Poets, p. 42-44.
  • A Call For Celebration This June

    We hope that you will join us on every Sunday this June as we gather to worship King Jesus. And throughout the month, we also invite you to remember the faithful testimony of saints and martyrs who proclaimed Jesus to the end.

    There are many great men and women to remember, honor, and celebrate during this month of June. We aim to be governed by a faith and by a philosophy that spans throughout time and culture, honoring men and women from different ages, with different outlooks on the world, all united by One Spirit in humility before King Jesus.

    Today, on this 1st day of June, we remember Justin, Teacher of the Faith and Martyr at Rome, c. 165.

    Writing in the late 2nd century, Methodius of Olympus remembered Justin, “Justin of Neapolis, a man who was not far separated from the apostles either in age or excellence.” Rod Bennett comments, “Justin found Christ while still a philosopher and remained a philosopher to the end. For Justin the good news about Jesus was the missing piece of Socrates’ puzzle–and philosophy turned out to be the schoolmaster that brought him to Christ. He took up the ministry pioneered by Paul at Mars Hill, and [quoting early 2nd century historian, Eusebius Pamphilus] “wearing the garb of a philosopher he proclaimed the divine message, and contended by means of his writings on behalf of the Faith.” Not surprisingly, this mission eventually cost Justin his life and earned him that glorious title [“Martyr”] which popular usage has affixed to his own forever as a kind of surname.”

    This is the wise philosopher, Justin of Neapolis, “Justin Martyr”, whom we remember on this 1st day of June. After encountering an old Christian man on a walk in the wilderness, a nameless old man who testified of the greatest philosopher who ever lived, Jesus Christ, Justin saw reason, he turned around, and he followed Jesus the rest of his life until his martyrdom in Rome in A.D. 165. Justin wrote,

    “When [this old man] had spoken these and many other things, which there is no time for mentioning at present, he went away, bidding me attend to them; and I have not seen him since. But straightaway a flame was kindled in my soul; and a love of the prophets, and of those men who are friends of Christ, possessed me; and whilst revolving his words in my mind, I found this philosophy alone to be safe and profitable. Thus, and for this reason, I am a philosopher. Moreover, I would wish that all, making a resolution similar to my own, do not keep themselves away from the words of the Savior. For they possess a terrible power in themselves, and are sufficient to inspire those who turn aside from the path of rectitude with awe; while the sweetest rest is afforded those who make a diligent practice of them. If, then, you have any concern for yourself, and if you are eagerly looking for salvation, and if you believe in God, you may–since you are not indifferent to the matter–become acquainted with the Christ of God, and, after being initiated, live a happy life.”

    Amen and amen.

    Won’t you join saints throughout the world and throughout the ages and remember these holy saints and martyrs during this month of June?

    I pray that you will.

    Yours ever,
    Fr Chris+

  • Lenten Prayer Guide

    “Christ in the Wilderness” by Ivan Kramskoy

    “There is not in the world a kind of life more sweet and delightful than that of a continual conversation with God. Those only can comprehend it who practice and experience it.”

    Brother Lawrence, The Practice of the Presence of God, (Letter No. 5)

    During this Season of Lent, I am inviting our people to “practice the presence of God,” to live each moment, with more and more intention, in the light of God’s presence.

    To seek God, to practice the pursuit of “continual conversation” with Him is not easy. But it is better than all of the empty deceits of this world. We seek respite and solace in countless diversions (entertainment, social media) and trying to numb our pain (with [self-]medication or, even, we try to numb pain with pain).

    “The single most important piece of advice about prayer is one word: Begin!”

    Peter Kreeft, Prayer for Beginners, p. 25.

    How are we even supposed to begin to “practice the presence of God?”

    Ignatius’ Examen

    If you are willing, I invite you to put down your phone throughout your day, and in its place, (but even if you don’t leave your phone behind) carry a pen and a physical prayer journal. In this pocket journal, I invite you to practice the ancient Christian discipline of the Examen.

    Traditionally, the Examen is done at the end of the day. Here’s the basic outline…

    • Presence – First, in silence (don’t rush this step), you turn your attention to God and ask Him to shine his light upon you – “Please God, let me know (and even feel) your presence now.” You may also meditate upon a verse of Holy Scripture.
    • Consolation – You then give thanks for all of the many blessings of the day, the ways that God’s grace was evident in small and big moments.
    • Desolation – Then, after giving thanks, review your day and bring to mind all of the things, internally and externally, that led you away from God, both your own sins and sins against you, troubles that you have brought upon yourself, and trials that have come upon you from outside yourself.
    • Obedience – Then ask, where is God leading me? Where might I live in deeper obedience? Conviction of sin? Where do I need God to be present in my moments tomorrow?
    • Prayer – Finally, pray compline (or short form at the end of day) and make intercessions for others.

    Here’s the problem (at least for me)… If I wait until the end of my day, very often, my list of “desolations” is far greater than my “consolations.” All of the things that have troubled me throughout the day (desolations) – difficult circumstances, my sins that hound me all day long, my lack of devotion to God in so many places – all of these are in my mind, and I will forget about the little graces (consolations) of my day.

    This is where the small pocket prayer journal comes.

    Even if you do still have your phone with you, you can use it to pray the Examen (“Daily reflection” in the app) with the Hallow prayer app.

    Instead of carrying around my phone, hounded by endless distraction, what if I paid attention to the good gifts and graces ever before my face this Lenten season? What if I wrote down my trials and my sins in the moment so that I might not forget to bring them into the Light of God’s mercy and healing?

    So what’s a “desolation” and a “consolation” again?

    These old words are good for a couple of reasons, but at the very least, desolations and consolations contain many different ideas.

    Desolations are simply described as everything that leads me to live in doubt, fear, and anger.

    Desolations can be my own sins, but they can also be someone else’s sin against me (and even after that, my unhelpful or sinful response to someone else’s sin against me is exposed).

    Accordingly, consolations are simply described as everything that leads me to live with faith, hope, and love.

    Consolations can be kindnesses towards me from someone else, the felt presence of God’s grace inwardly, or even the experience of giving glory to God for the beauty of the sunrise. Vinita Hampton Wright has some very helpful notes (and a very helpful article) to help us discern living in desolation or living in consolation for our own examen prayer journal.

    Desolation

    • Turns us in on ourselves
    • Drives us down the spiral ever deeper into our own negative feelings
    • Cuts us off from community
    • Makes us want to give up on the things that used to be important to us
    • Takes over our whole consciousness and crowds out our distant vision
    • Covers up all our landmarks [the signs of our journey with God so far]
    • Drains us of energy

    Consolation

    • Directs our focus outside and beyond ourselves
    • Lifts our hearts so that we can see the joys and sorrows of other people
    • Bonds us more closely to our human community
    • Generates new inspiration and ideas
    • Restores balance and refreshes our inner vision
    • Shows us where God is active in our lives and where God is leading us
    • Releases new energy in us
    Vinita Hampton Wright, ignatianspirituality.com

    I will pray for you this Lent, and I invite you to please pray for me as well.

    Yours ever,
    Fr Chris+

  • Missions Month

    Our Goal = $10,000

    100%

    During the month of September 2022, we are raising money for our local and regional missionaries: Raleigh County Young Life, the Green Leaf Community, & Fr Nate’s new church plant in Nicholas County, Mission Hope: Summersville.

    We want to raise (at least) $10,000 for these ministries from among our congregation in September, above and beyond our normal support for these ministries as a church

  • Our Fall 2022 Rhythm of Life

    Missions Month
    Sep 4
    Missions Month  
    Sep 11 
    * Young Life
    Missions Month
    Sep 18
    * 3 pm – Baptism Service @ Flat Top
    * New Wineskins, Sep 22-25 
    Missions Month 
    Sep 25 
    * Green Leaf
       
    Oct 2 Oct 9 Oct 16
    * Fr Chris Vaca
    * Fr Nate is Priest-in-Charge
    Oct 23
    * Fr Chris Vaca
    * Fr Nate is Priest-in-Charge
    Oct 30
    * Fr Chris Vaca
    * Fr Nate is Priest-in-Charge
    All Saints Vigil
    Oct 31, 6:30 pm
    * Fr Chris Vaca
    * Fr Nate is Priest-in-Charge
    * Synod, Nov 3-5
    Nov 6 Nov 13 Christ the King Sunday
    Nov 20
    * Commission MH:S
    * 2 pm – Annual State of the Mission
    Advent
    Nov 27
       
    Advent
    Dec 4
    Advent
    Dec 11
    Advent
    Dec 18
    Christmas Eve / Sunday 
    Dec 24-25
       
  • Foundations – Summer 2022

    Our Summer session of Foundations will be for 7 weeks on Saturday mornings, from 8:30-11:00 a.m., beginning Saturday, June 25 and running through Saturday, August 6. The weekly schedule will look like this:

    • 8:30 am – Gather and eat breakfast
    • 9:00 am – Morning Prayer (Family)
    • 9:05 am – Session 1
    • 9:55 am – Break
    • 10:05 am – Session 2
    • 11:00 am – End

    Schedule

    Here is the schedule for the Summer 2022 Foundations Course:

    June 25Introduction & the Symphony of Grace
    Basic Discipleship: Turning Away…
    July 2Basic Discipleship: Turning To…
    Foundation of Christian Doctrine 1
    July 9Foundation of Christian Doctrine 2
    Foundation of Christian Doctrine 3
    July 16The Life of Prayer 1
    The Life of Prayer 2
    July 23Christian Living: Loving God
    Christian Living: Loving My Neighbor
    July 30Christian Living: A Rule of Life
    Christian Living: Sacraments
    August 6Anglican History and Polity
    Stewardship & Instructed Eucharist

  • Help for Fathers & Mothers in the Home

    Parenting is hard. This article begins a conversation about being fathers and mothers – both within our individual homes and the household of God. It was written originally as an introduction to a collection of resources for parenting.

    A modified version of this article has been published on the diocese’s website.

    Nobody asked you!”

    I love getting random parenting advice at the grocery store. One recent example began with what we call in our home a “sideways” comment.

    “Your kids are so wonderful.”

    “Thank you. That is very kind.”

    “Well, just you wait. Enjoy them now, because when they become teens… Oh, just you wait!”

    … Thanks? … smile and walk away.

    What I think she meant was, “You can herd them while they’re young – lock them in a crib, corral them in a play pen, lock them in a school – but as soon as they leave the house, they’re going to go crazy, just you wait!”

    My snarky self wanted to reply, “Bless your heart,” and then go on to describe the difference between power and authority, about how words should be obeyed (humble, loving authority) and how kids should not need to be tied to backpack leashes (Gentile-like power). But I didn’t. I grabbed my can of peas and pushed on, not wanting to stretch my kids’ patience by lingering too long in a grocery store.

    I know that I haven’t yet entered the teen years of parenting (in Christ, I am a father to many teenagers right now). I’ve read books, I’ve walked alongside many parents of teenagers, and sometimes I can even remember what it’s like to be a teenage boy. But I know that I will be often overwhelmed and even more often I’ll be wrong. The peaks will be higher and the troughs will be deeper, more and different pains and joys that I cannot foresee. I don’t know what I don’t know.

    But I am not resigned to teenage chaos. (Nor do I think should you.)

    I know that there will be pain in the separation, as my sons and my daughter become more fully themselves apart from us. Many have gone before me. I am not walking blind. And I know that the seeds of love, and prayer, and order, and repentance, and righteousness–these seeds might lie dormant in the hard soil of adolescence, but not always–one day spring will come. Or not. What do I know?

    Parenting, like life, is always on a rising scale of difficulty:

    • Infants cry out…
    • toddlers fall down…
    • 8 year olds fall harder (broken arms)…
    • teenagers total vehicles (or worse)…
    • and adult children cause even more chaos for parents.
    • And then one day, you (the parent) will become the child again: your kids will babysit you, they’ll take your keys away and change your diaper.

    It doesn’t get any easier. But you’re not alone.

    In Christ, you have been born into a family filled with innumerable overwhelmed parents, exhausted children, older brothers and older sisters who have been there before. In every season, with every parenting disaster, every one of us have either been there, we’re in the thick of it, or we’re not there yet. But we’re never alone.

    You don’t need more resources.

    Many of you reading this know me, some better than others. Presumably, since I’m an ordained priest and I have three biological children (and one in heaven awaiting the resurrection), then, maybe, just maybe, I might be a trustworthy source of information. I hope that you will trust me. But you don’t really need me.

    Reading books is great. But there have been many writers of books on parenting (e.g. Rousseau) whom have shaped child education philosophy for two hundred years, whom themselves (e.g. Rousseau) abandoned their five children to an orphanage. Go read C. S. Lewis’s essay “The Sermon and the Lunch”–there are many pastors who suck at parenting and whom still pontificate from the pulpit.

    You don’t need me.

    But you do need to keep your eyes open in your church. Pay attention to older parents whom you want to emulate. Find parents with adult children who believe. Invite them (plead with them) to give you painful advice on your parenting (always dipped in love). “Don’t cast your pearls before swine.” If you don’t ask for wisdom, then you will never be ready to receive wisdom (especially the kind that cuts deep, that exposes your deepest vulnerabilities and insecurities… this is the hard work of engaging as a mother and as a father… do not go it alone).

    Ask the behavioral therapist, wise empty-nester, or me, someone whom you know, and love, and respect, to come alongside you and help you be wise and humble as a parent. Be brave. Ask.

    You don’t need me.

    But you desperately need wise older brothers and sisters whom have permission to speak, to shape you, to humble you, to love you through the highs and lows of fathering and mothering. “Please, help me. I want you to be honest.” And when they are a coward (like me), and they neglect to speak up even when you’ve given them permission–then give them grace and ask them again. Parenting and re-parenting is hard.

    I have a great dad. An absolutely fantastic mom. But they weren’t perfect. All the good ones know this. Good parents live a life of learning and re-learning, daily repenting, starting fresh, repeating the same instructions over and over again to stubborn children, cutting out foolish rules and replacing them with wise instruction, walking humbly with their God. They don’t forsake discipline. They never stop giving grace. Even (and especially) to themselves.

    I don’t have much, but what little I have, I’ll give to you.

    We need the whole church to raise our children in the Lord. We need catechesis in homes and in the household of God.

    But most of all, we need to be intentional. To invest our energy, but also to invest it in the right place at the right time. Every child is unique, thus, loving them well requires wisdom, collected from those around us and from wise ones who have come before us (authors).

    There are so many things that I do not know. Even those areas about parenting where I have read, there are hundreds of books that I haven’t read that say it better (if you know of them, please send them our way!).

    The Resource Library (an annotated bibliography of books & resources) linked below is “a living list,” separated into three categories. Some of these books I’ve read countless times. Others I have skimmed. I have built up deep literary relationships with some of these authors and I buy all their books. Others I have only read once. Please, if you have other recommendations or if you are yourself an advocate for parents (author, therapist, etc), then do not hesitate to let me know!

    My conviction, through personal experience and through pastoral experience, is that we need help in parenting in 3 main categories:

    1. Behavioral Training / Daily Living
    2. Christian Imagination, and
    3. Catechesis / Christian Formation…
  • The Holy Eucharist

    During the Season of Lent, 2022, Fr Chris wrote a series of reflections on the Holy Eucharist (also called The Lord’s Supper or Holy Communion).

    • Why do we come to the Lord’s Table every Sunday morning?
    • Why do we eat from one loaf of bread and drink from one common cup of wine?

    Eucharistic theology is a big topic – it requires our full attention and careful reflection. We hope that you will read these articles and discuss them with a friend. Below are links to the articles that Fr Chris wrote (with their original publication dates)…

    March 17, 2022

    March 24, 2022

    March 30, 2022

    April 7, 2022

  • Take, Eat the Bread of Heaven & Drink the Cup of Salvation

    by Fr Chris Borah


    He took bread. He blessed it. “Take, eat,” Jesus said. “This is my body.”

    And then he took a cup. After giving thanks, he said, “Drink of it, all of you, for this is my blood of the new covenant.”

    Along with the command to baptize (Mt 28:19), these are the ordinances of Jesus–he said, “Do this, do this, do this.” The bread, the wine, and the water, three physical acts, two “visible signs of grace.” These are the Sacraments ordained by Jesus, Baptism and the Supper of the Lord. Article XXV of our 39 Articles of Religion explains our Sacraments like this:

    “Sacraments ordained of Christ be not only badges or tokens of Christian men’s profession, but rather they be certain sure witnesses, and effectual signs of grace, and God’s good will towards us, by the which he doth work invisibly in us, and doth not only quicken, but also strengthen and confirm our Faith in him.”

    BCP, p. 781

    Sacraments are not about what we do, they are about what God has done to us and for us. They are not our “badges” or simply “tokens of [our] profession.” They are grace. Gifts given to us by God. Sacraments give physical strength. Sacraments “confirm” our capital “F” Faith in Jesus.

    An Extravagant Show

    Article XXV later goes on to say that the Sacraments are not empty rituals intended to be “gazed upon” or “carried about,” clearly referring to the “superstitious” use of the Lord’s Supper in the late middle ages. Everyone did what was right in their own eyes. The Mass had become a daily performance, when wicked ministers of the gospel flaunted the bread and the wine before the watching laity.

    And very often, that’s all the laity did–they watched. “Look, don’t touch.” By the sixteenth century, it had become common practice for lay persons to receive only a morsel of bread (cf 1 Cor 11:21). And all too often, they were not allowed to drink from the common cup. But even amidst this idolatrous pageantry, anyone who came to the Supper with faith and repentance were nourished by God (see Article XXVI).

    Physical and Spiritual Eating

    The Lord’s Supper was given that “we should duly use” it, not to be gazed upon or carried about.

    “The Body of Christ is given, taken, and eaten, in the Supper, only after an heavenly and spiritual manner… [it is eaten by] Faith.”

    XXVIII, BCP, p. 783

    Every Sunday, we give thanks to God for the “spiritual food of the most precious Body and Blood” that we have just consumed. The Anglican Church has long recognized that the doctrine of “transubstantiation… is repugnant to the plain words of Scripture” (BCP, p. 783), but “spiritual food” must be physically eaten.

    Following the Church Fathers, Bishop Thomas Cranmer describes the mystery of the bread and wine that we eat becoming… us! As Fr Ben Sharpe always says, “We are what we eat!” Through the miracle of digestion, bread molecules become a part of me, wine is joined to my body.

    “[T]he bread and wine which we do eat be turned into our flesh and blood and be made our very flesh and our very blood, and so be joined and mixed with our flesh and blood that they be made one whole body together, even so be all faithful Christians spiritually turned into the body of Christ, and so be joined unto Christ, and also together among themselves.”

    Bp Thomas Cranmer, quoted from, Hughes, Theology of the English Reformers, p. 213

    Martin Luther said that Christ “is not digested or transformed but ceaselessly he transforms us.” Luther continues: “[T]he mouth, the throat, the body, which eats Christ’s body, will also have its benefit in that it will live forever and arise on the Last Day to eternal salvation. This is the secret power and benefit which flows from the body of Christ in the Supper into our body.”

    With characteristic pastoral sensitivity, John Calvin writes, “[T]his mystery of Christ’s secret union with the devout is by nature incomprehensible, he shows its figure and image in visible signs best adapted to our small capacity… For this very familiar comparison penetrates into even the dullest minds: just as bread and wine sustain physical life, so are souls fed by Christ.” (Kreglinger, The Spirituality of Wine, p. 69)

    As St. Paul said, when we eat from the “one bread” and we drink from the “one cup,” we become “one body” (1 Cor 10:16-21). This is spiritual. This is physical. It is mystical. Bp Cranmer concludes,

    “[O]ne loaf is given among many men… likewise one cup of wine is distributed unto many persons, whereof every one is partaker, even so our Saviour Christ (whose flesh and blood be represented by the mystical bread and wine of the Lord’s supper) doth give Himself unto all His true members, spiritually to feed them, nourish them, and to give them continual life by Him. And as the branches of a tree or members of a body, if they be dead or cut off, they neither live nor receive any nourishment or sustenance of the body or tree.”

    Hughes, Ibid., p. 213

    Why Bread and Wine?

    In the Christian West, it has long been articulated that Christ cannot be divided in the Sacrament. We receive all of Christ in the bread. We receive all of Christ in the wine. The Sacrament is not half and half–it’s whole and whole. For pastoral reasons (such as gluten allergies or alcoholism), the Church said that communicants who only received in one kind (either only bread or only wine) received the whole Christ (this is the doctrine of concomitance).

    But, as so often happens in the history of the church, this theological distinction quickly became a justification for foolish practice. Along with the rest of the Magisterial Reformers, Bp Cranmer gave special attention to the common practice of withholding the Cup of the Lord from the laity in his day.

    “The Cup of the Lord is not to be denied to the Lay-people: for both the parts of the Lord’s Sacrament, by Christ’s ordinance and commandment, ought to be ministered to all Christian men alike.”

    Article XXX, BCP, p. 784

    “Because Jesus said so.” Underneath the authority of Holy Scripture, Bp Cranmer requires that all baptized followers of Jesus be offered both bread to eat and wine to drink. Bread and wine emphasize different and complementary aspects of the gospel.

    Eating the bread by Faith, eating the Body of Christ, brings together so much of the story of redemption accomplished in Christ. The fields of grain in the Garden, the bread of Melchizedek, the manna in the wilderness, Jesus the living bread that comes down from heaven, the one loaf is broken, just as Jesus’ body was broken for us. All of this rich biblical imagery and fulfillment in Christ (and so much more) is digested as we eat the bread.

    Drink The Cup of the Lord

    Likewise, the wine that we bless, the Cup of Salvation that we drink brings together even more of Christ’s redemptive work on our behalf.

    The fruit of the Garden (in both feasting and judgment), Noah’s vineyard and his drunkenness, and Melchizedek’s feast with Abram of bread and wine. Wine recalls the “blood of the grape” (Gen 49:11; cfDeut 32:14), Pharaoh’s blood-red river, the Passover lamb’s blood over the doorpost, the countless blood sacrifices in the wilderness tabernacle, and the dried blood caked upon the corners of the altar in the temple.

    Wine brings together joy and feasting (Ps 104:15) with sacrifice and atonement. The Nazarite vow in Numbers 6–where both men and women were invited to separate themselves to the Lord–this vow brings these two themes of sacrifice and joy together beautifully.

    “Speak to the people of Israel and say to them, When either a man or a woman makes a special vow, the vow of a Nazirite, to separate himself to the LORD, he shall separate himself from wine and strong drink. He shall drink no vinegar made from wine or strong drink and shall not drink any juice of grapes or eat grapes, fresh or dried. All the days of his separation he shall eat nothing that is produced by the grapevine, not even the seeds or the skins.”

    Numbers 6:2–4

    First, the Lord says, “Don’t drink wine.” Then the Lord gave Moses instructions for the Nazarite to not cut his hair, not go near a dead body, and then detailed instructions for bringing his sacrifice to the tent of meeting: a blood sacrifice, a bread sacrifice, and a wine sacrifice. First, the Nazarite brings his firstfruits to the Lord, and after the rite is complete… the Lord gives wine back to him so that he can feast and give thanks!

    “They are a holy portion for the priest, together with the breast that is waved and the thigh that is contributed. And after that the Nazirite may drink wine.”

    Numbers 6:20

    Esther’s Purim “feasts of wine” (Esther 5:6, 7:8) overthrow Ahasuerus’ banquet (1:7-8). In the ancient world, the cup represented the authority of a king and his judgment. Kings pour out their cup in judgment. Drinking Pharaoh’s cup was damnation. Drinking unjust Ahasuerus’ cup brought judgment upon you. His wine of un-righteousness intoxicates and makes you stumble (Prov 31:2-9). Unjust kings judge with a cup in their hand. But the Lord judges justlywhen he pours out his cup. Peter Leithart explains, according to Jeremiah (49:12), that all these pagan kings “‘will not be acquitted, but you will certainly drink’ from Yahweh’s cup” (Leithart, Blessed are the Hungry, p. 105). This is the “cup of the wine of wrath” of God’s righteous judgment against rebellious sinners (Jer 25:27-28). We either drink the cup of Babylon’s judgment and die (Rev 18), or we drink the cup of the Lamb’s judgment and live (Rev 19).

    Jesus, the Nazarene, came to fast and then to feast. He came to die and then to rise again. “When I am with you, we feast!” He drank the cup of the righteous judgment and wrath of God for us, and after he made atonement for sins once for all upon the cross, then he gives us His Cup.

    “[T]he drinking of wine in the Lord’s Supper draws us into the world of sacrifice… As we sip from the eucharistic cup, we remember that Christ took upon himself God’s judgment on the world. He stepped into the divine winepress and bore the sins and injustices of the world in order that all people might be reconciled with God.”

    Kreglinger, Ibid., p. 75

    Why line up and eat from one plate of food? What is the deal with drinking from a cup?

    Jesus said, “Eat.”
    Jesus said, “Drink.”

    We eat because Jesus told us to eat. Likewise, we drink because he told us to drink. These two separate actions (in the one Sacrament of Holy Communion) bring together the fullness of what Jesus accomplished for his beloved. Every Lord’s Day, you are invited to eat and to drink, because Jesus invites us to eat and to drink. Before we come to the table, we pray in the Prayer for Humble Access, that eating “the flesh” of our dear Jesus makes “our sinful bodies… clean by his body.” And we “drink his blood,” so that “our souls [are] washed through his most precious blood.” Bodies made whole by eating. Souls made clean by drinking.

    We invite all baptized followers to come and eat and drink. But the Sacrament of Unity is not life-giving for us because “we do it right.”

    Everyone who comes forward to receive only the bread, or they eat bread and drink wine, or they only drink the wine, or they come to receive the Body dipped into the Blood (intinction) – everyone who comes with faith and repentance receives all of God’s grace in the Sacrament. Whether you sip or you dip, sinful bodies are made clean by eating bread, and dirty souls are washed by drinking his precious blood. All of God’s grace is available to those who come with faith and repentance. We dwell in him and he in us. There are no class distinctions. We are all on level ground at the foot of the cross.

    Leithart perfectly describes the redemption of Christ that we are invited to participate in when we come to the Cup of the Lord.

    “We can rise from the table either gladdened or staggering. And we would all fall but for the fact that Jesus Himself has drunk His Father’s cup to its dregs: “If possible, let this cup pass from Me.” But it was not possible, and so He took your portion, staggered, and fell. He drained the cup that the King had given to us and now gives us to drink of His cup, a cup of joy.”

    Leithart, Ibid., p. 106

    “Jesus Bread is for Bad Guys”

    In the famous words of our five year old saint Barnabas, “Jesus bread is for bad guys.” We must come to the table. If we come withouthumility, the cup that we drink will bring condemnation, division, and death. But if we come with humility, the cup that we drink will bring judgment–the judgment of Jesus’s righteousness for our sin, his purity for our filth, his holiness for our disordered loves. Redemption and unity can only be found in Christ, where branches are grafted into the vine–married, redeemed, restored together to feast with everlasting joy.

    “The Body of Christ, the bread of heaven.” With these words, the celebrant has the great joy of offering bread to eat. “The Blood of Christ, the cup of salvation.” The deacon has the honor to offer the wine to drink. Every part of the story of God comes together at the table. Every broken member is healed together in one body. Every staggering soul is washed in the blood.


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    A Concluding Reflection from Fr Chris

    I have loved writing these Eucharistic reflections. With every book I’ve read and re-read, with every prayer, with every story and every theme that I have traced through Holy Scripture, with every conversation with all of you–in all these things I have been nourished. But every word still feels “feeble and insufficient” (Schmemann, The Eucharist, p. 209).

    Union with Christ is an unsearchable mystery. The grace of the Sacrament of Unity is as deep as the ocean. Because of the cross of Christ, we can find life in Him, we can ascend with Him into heavenly places, and we can share the koinonia of our King on earth as it is in heaven. But we can never simply know all of this. We must eat it. We must drink it to the dregs.

    “Though the Eucharist does not bypass the mind and conscious reflection, the effect it has is more in the realm of acquiring a skill than in the realm of learning a new set of facts; the effect is more a matter of “training” than “teaching.” At the Supper, we eat bread and drink wine together with thanksgiving not merely to show the way things really ought to be but to practice the way things really ought to be.”

    Leithart, Ibid., p. 184

    “Jesus bread is for bad guys.” All baptized followers of our Lord Jesus Christ who come with faith in Jesus and repentance for sin are welcome at His Table. Don’t delay. Gather on the Lord’s Day to feast. Everlasting joy, purchased by blood, is prepared for you. Come to the table. Come and eat. Come and drink, and live. In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen.

  • Love Made Food: The History & Intimacy of the Eucharist

    by Fr Chris Borah


    “And God said, “Behold, I have given you every plant yielding seed that is on the face of all the earth, and every tree with seed in its fruit. You shall have them for food.”

    Genesis 1:29

    In the beginning, God told man to be fruitful and multiply, to fill the earth with goodness and beauty and life and loving rule. People, like God, are called to lovingly reign as kings and priests to God.

    Immediately following this “creation mandate,” God does not teach Adam a lesson on kingship. He doesn’t list the laws of serving in the temple-garden. He doesn’t even teach Adam how to pray. God gives Adam a meal. “You shall have them for food.”

    In the beginning, God set a table to commune with him, a table filled with grain and fruit. Fr Alexander Schmemman says it simply, “[In the beginning] divine love made food.” In the wilderness, food is either miraculous or it is simple and bland. But when you are at peace in the land, in the garden of the Lord, food is rich–grain is transfigured into bread, fruit into wine.

    But from the beginning, we have sought to satisfy our hunger and quench our thirst at the tables of famished gods. We serve the creation rather than the Creator (Rom 1:25). And rather than give us life-giving food, these gods always devour us. Like Adam and Eve at the tree, our god is our belly (Phil 3:19). We turn from our father’s bountiful feast and we wander, perpetually unsatisfied with all our prodigal meals.

    Hunger isn’t bad. God created us hungry. What’s more, man was not made to eat alone. God created us with a thirst for intimate relationship: Adam groaned for fellowship at the table (Gen 2:18). He made us to touch, to feel the pleasure of intimate and joyful conversation and embrace. Ask anyone who has lost their sense of taste because of an infection or neurological damage. It is not good. Our loving Father created us with about 10,000 taste buds, and every two weeks, our taste buds are made new. Our tastes literally change with age.

    “Our lives are directed by our hungers,” Peter Leithart says, “and we find rest only when we hunger for the One who opens His hand to satisfy the desire of every living thing more than we hunger for the things in His hand.”

    Leithart, Blessed are the Hungry, 20

    The gospel renews and restores our deep longings to be satisfied, God in Christ quenches our thirst. The Spirit brings new life, he redirects our longings to find true satisfaction at his table, in the fellowship of the Holy Trinity and with all the saints. This was the edenic hope of the prophets fulfilled in Christ (Isa 49:10). Saints wearing white robes washed in red blood, gathered in the throne room of the Father and the Lamb, worshipping and feasting.

    “They shall hunger no more, neither thirst anymore; the sun shall not strike them, nor any scorching heat. For the Lamb in the midst of the throne will be their shepherd, and he will guide them to springs of living water, and God will wipe away every tear from their eyes.”

    Revelation 7:16–17

    We were made to hunger and thirst. Jesus did not come to heal your head and heart alone. He came for all of you. Your stomach is his (1 Cor 6:20). He came to redeem and restore your love for umami. He came to kill drunkenness and gluttony, and raise to life jovial feasting in his presence. Come ye disconsolate, earth has no pleasures heaven cannot heal.

    A Wine of the Times

    We, modern people, approach food merely as technology. A peace of bread is not simply “bread,” it is the sum of all it’s constituent parts (Nutritional Facts). We don’t buy wine or beer because of flavor or craftsmanship. We look at the price tag and the alcohol content and we consume. We live in a sad and delightless age. Our creed is “live longer, maximize pleasure, never feel pain.”

    We use technology–medicine, food, machine learning, phones, etc–to achieve our goal, eternal pleasure. Fasting is no longer a spiritual discipline, it is the newest scientifically-proven health technology. Christian philosopher Peter Kreeft says that “technology has replaced religion at the center of our consciousness and our life. We have a new [highest good]–power–and a new means to it–technology, or technique” (Kreeft, C. S. Lewis for the Third Millennium, 24).

    The modern imagination is anemic. We choose either detached spirituality (gnosticism–only the spiritual matters) or soulless materialism (there is nothing transcendent–if I can’t touch it, then it’s not real). These are our only options. We desperately need a renewed biblical and historical imagination. To borrow an image from G. K. Chesterton, we need to be like a tree with roots firmly established on the earth (love and care for creation) and with branches always stretching to the heavens (always recognizing God as Creator and giver of every good gift).

    The God of Bread and Wine

    In the Old Testament, as in the garden, we should always bring our best animals, our best bread, and our best wine to restore joyful communion with God (Gen 4:1-8; Ex 29:40; Lev 23:12-13; Num 15:5). The Priest-King Melchizedek brought bread and wine to Abram to commune with God (Gen 14:18). Jesus too, the Priest-King after the order Melchizedek, brings bread and wine (Heb 6:20-8:13). Bread and wine are meant to be bring gladness and joy as a gift from the Creator: “wine gladdens life” (Eccl 10:19; see also Eccl 2:24, 8:15; Zech 10:7; Ps 4:7; Ps 104:14-15). King Lemuel says that wine is not a gift for kings and rulers (Prov 31:4-5; see also Prov 23:20-21; Eccl 10:17-19), but it is a gift to the downcast and distressed (Prov 31:6-7; see also 2 Sam 16:2). As God’s people ascend to worship, they sing:

    “Blessed is everyone who fears the LORD, who walks in his ways! You shall eat the fruit of the labor of your hands; you shall be blessed, and it shall be well with you. Your wife will be like a fruitful vine within your house; your children will be like olive shoots around your table. Behold, thus shall the man be blessed who fears the LORD. The LORD bless you from Zion! May you see the prosperity of Jerusalem all the days of your life! May you see your children’s children! Peace be upon Israel!”

    Psalm 128

    Gisela Kreglinger says that in the Old Testament imagination, the “moderate enjoyment of wine in the context of family and community life can become a wonderful event for physical, emotional, and spiritual renewal” (Kreglinger, The Spirituality of Wine, 23). Wine is not necessary to experience this renewal. Indeed, if we use wine as the means to achieve happiness–if we grasp for the fruit of the vine, rather than receive it with an open hand–it always brings destruction (Gen 9:20-21; 1 Cor 11:29). This is why priests are commanded to not drink wine when they bring the sacrifice: God reconciles us first, then we feast (Lev 10:9-13). Wine isn’t required, but the image of flourishing in Holy Scripture–in the land, with family, and joy restored–this is nearly always accompanied by the fruit of the vine.

    The New Covenant in My Blood

    Jesus, the True Vine (Jn 15:5), talks about wine a lot. In his first miracle, he turns water to wine (Jn 2:1), and not just miraculously; Jesus demonstrates his awareness of how to make wine (Mt 9:17; Mk 2:22; Lk 5:37-38), indeed, aged wine is better than new wine (Lk 5:39). Jesus warns his disciples to stay awake for when he returns, don’t be dissipated and drunk or you’ll miss me (Lk 21:34). But neither does he list drunkenness as the deadliest of sins (Mt 15:19-20).

    While Jews feasted for weeks multiple times a year, they were not known for drunkenness. They divided Passover wine into four separate cups to be drunk at for separate times throughout the feast (probably as a sign of temperance). Jesus was regularly accused of being a glutton and a drunkard (Mt 11:19; Lk 7:34), and this for eating and drinking with sinners (eating and drinking like a sinner).

    The Apostle Paul, the minister to the Gentiles, started churches among people who drank excessively, especially in their pagan temples. So Paul regularly addressed the sin of drunkenness (Gal 5:19-21; Rom 13:13; 1 Tim 3:3). But his answer to drunkenness was not abstinence but Godward temperance (1 Cor 9-12). It is not what goes into the mouth that defiles someone (Mt 15:11-18). With Jesus, Paul says that wine is a gift (1 Tim 4:3-4), but we must never worship the gift.

    A History of the Vine

    We live in an age of excess–excess everything. Nearly everything we drink has a drug mixed in: sugar, caffeine, alcohol, you name it, we drink it. And not just a little bit. More energy–fructose becomes high fructose. Stay awake–coffee becomes espresso. Get drunk–beer becomes liquor–fifths become liters become boxes become kegs. We live in a world of gluttons and drunkards, and it’s no wonder that we disdain alcohol. What was once only the temptation of kings and queens of old, drinking excessive alcohol (Prov 31:4-5), is now the vice of every modern person (indeed, the poor are whom we think of first, how sad!). The gift has become a god, and it has destroyed kingdoms and families for generations.

    But it was not always this way.

    Fourth century church father, St John Chrysostom had a cheerful disposition to wine. He wrote,

    “Wine was given to make us cheerful, not to make us behave shamefully; to make us laugh, not a laughing-stock; to make us healthy, not sick; to mend the weakness of the body, not to undermine the soul.”

    Kreglinger, Ibid., 37

    Chrysostom clearly acknowledges the negative use of wine, but he invites us to view wine not through the distorted lens of human sin, but with the open hands of a creature receiving from a loving Creator. A contemporary of Chrysostom, St Augustine points to the “necessity” of wine.

    “In many instances wine is necessary for human beings. Wine strengthens the stomach, renews one’s energy, warms the body of the cold-blooded, poured onto wounds it brings healing. It chases away sadness and weariness of soul. Wine brings joy, and for companions it fuels one’s pleasure for conversations.”

    Ibid., 43

    Borrowing a metaphor from C. S. Lewis, we can no more go back to the fourth century (in both our medical understanding or our cultural milieu) than a divorcée can go back to virginity. But we can acknowledge, with Lewis, that our age is filled with misery and depression, we worship “the iron works of [our] own hands, cut off from Earth [our] mother and from the Father in heaven” (C. S. Lewis, That Hideous Strength, chpt 13). Alcohol as technology is hellish. Alcohol as gift from the Creator is heavenly.

    Fast-forwarding to the Reformation, John Calvin ponders,

    “…God created food, we shall find that he meant not only to provide for necessity but also for delight and good cheer… [God] bestows upon them as much as is sufficient for the ordinary purposes of life, but [he also]… in his goodness he deals still more bountifully with them by cheering their hearts with wine and oil.”

    Luther delights that “by wine the hearts of men are gladdened, their strength recruited, and the whole man strengthened, so by the blood of our Lord the same benefits are received by our souls” (Ibid., 55-57). Even the Puritans were well known to regularly enjoy drinking wine and beer.

    “John Wesley drank wine, was something of an ale expert, and often made sure that his Methodist preachers were paid in one of the vital currencies of the day–rum. His brother, Charles Wesley, was known for the fine port, Madeira, and sherry he often served in his home; the journals of George Whitefield are filled with references to his enjoyment of alcohol.”

    Mansfield, The Search for God and Guinness, 32

    It was not until the devastations of war, rapid industrialization, and the prevalence of distilled liquors in the earth 20th century that Christians became known teetotalers. It was this cultural excess and the rapid growth of wealth that led to the collapse of the American economy and the completely ineffective (and short) experiment of prohibition. Into this world,

    “Thomas Welch, a Methodist minister turned dentist, discovered how to remove yeast bacteria in grape juice that naturally transforms grape juice into wine; that is, by removing or killing yeast bacteria, one can keep grape juice from fermenting.”

    Kreglinger, Ibid., 63

    Thousands of years of Christian cultivation of wine and beer was discarded in one generation. Comparing the Benedictine vision of the flourishing Christian life, that of working the land and tending to the fields and fruits God has given us to cultivate, Kreglinger concludes,

    “… the emerging evangelical culture of the late nineteenth century focused on the salvation of the individual and the pursuit of one’s moral perfection. With the absence of wine from the Eucharist, the antiseptic effect of alcohol disappeared from the communion cup. As a consequence, and for hygienic reasons, grape juice began to be served in individual cups, which helped deepen the emphasis on the formation of the individual. Drinking from the common chalice emphasized the communal nature of the spiritual life and helped symbolize that the believers are one in Christ, and the individual grape juice cups could no longer capture this important aspect of the Lord’s Supper.”

    Ibid., 63

    From Somber Remembrance to Glad Celebration

    Christians began art. Christians created music (as we know it today). Christians have always been new-creational cultivators, sub-creators working with the gifts of God and offering them back to him with thankfulness and worship. But you and I were born into a world that has conceded all of this rich Christian history (and biblical imagination) to the pagans. We have abandoned biblical and historic Christian teaching about food and drink to “health professionals,” beer commercials, and fearful ascetic spirituality.

    Christ came to redeem our head, our hearts, our lips, our stomachs, our taste buds, our sexual pleasure, our hands, our feet, our eyes, all of us. Christ came to redeem his entire Creation, the heavens and the earth, field and forest, land and sea, the Lord’s table and our dinner tables, grain and fruit, bread and wine, all of it.

    God created fields of grain and fruit trees out of nothing. We take his good creation, grain and fruit, and we re-create it into bread and wine. But we cannot stop there.

    Bread and wine, the work of our hands, these gifts are meant to be given back to God as our shared sacrifice of praise and thanksgiving. And by God’s grace, he gives our offering of bread and wine back to us! Such a marvelous and beautiful God we are invited to worship! We are welcomed in to share in the koinonia of Christ. We gather at His table, we eat his body and we drink his blood, “that our sinful bodies may be made clean by his body, and our souls washed through his most precious blood.” And with the saints throughout time, we must respond, “Thanks be to God!”